Damage

5/12

I cannot anymore. They've fucked me up too much. I've tried so hard to understand them, to make concessions. I think I did my best.

I am not perfect, I can't do everything perfectly. We are human and we make mistakes. They make me feel like shit for not being perfect. They never praise me for doing something good, but always point out the smallest mistake I make.

I need to take some distance from them.

Someday I'll make it out of here. It may take years but I will. I will leave their ass, be successful and make them see what they missed out on. I will probably feel grateful for them when 

.What to do.

- Take distance from them.

Try to never interact with them unless necessary. Wake up kind of early to avoid them. 

- Don't give them any reason to criticize you.

They criticize me for like forgetting to put the light on and shit. Don't give them any reason to fuck with you. It means trying to be perfect, but it's more stress to deal with their shit.

- Earn your own money and don't rely on them financially.

It will give them a reason to burden you with many things. Of course they've paid for my everything up until this point, and they can still use this to justify attacking me.

I cried because I didn't udnerstand why people treat me like absolute shit. Joshua, my parents, everyone. Fuck them. They cannot fucking tear me down. I will fucking take revenge on everyone who's wronged me. I wont back down. Watch me assholes. Fuck you.

Youre gonna fucking pay for what you did to me.