lovely

5/21

Thought I found a way.

Thought i found a way out.

But you never go away.

So I guess I gotta stay now.

Someday Ill make it out of here

Even if it takes all night or a hundred years

Need a place to hide 

I cant find 

Wouldnt feel alive outside

I cant find my fear

Isnt it lovely

all alone

tear me to pieces skin the bone

hello welcome home

dont you know im not good for you

ive learned to lose you cant afford to

tore my self to stop you bleed

but nothing ever stops you from leaving

quiet when im coming home

and im on my own

i could lie and say

i like it like that

i like it like that

i could lie and say

i like it like that

dont you know too much already

ill only hurt you inf you let me

call me friend but keeop me closer

call you when the partys over

quiet when im coming home

and im on my own.

i could ike and say i like it like that

I am so close to giving up but I won't. I won't stop. I may feel lonely, I may feel like shit, I may lose myself, but I won't give up. I will never give up. I can do it. I will do it. Please.