There's nothing you can't do in life

4/25

If you have time to think, act.

This is a mantra that I'd like to keep to myself whenever I become down overthinking about everything. She's doing better than me...She seems to be having more fun than me.. blah blah blah.

If i have time to compare myself to others, I should use that time to better myself and to bring myself higher. 

Today, I was a bit worried about my father, but he seemed to feel better.

Don't worry if you feel like it's too late to start preparing for job hunting -You were fucking suffering during second year. You've been to the bottom and there are more things you learned. The experience was definitely worth it. You're a completely different person now. So, instead of thinking why I didn't start shit earlier, act.

Look for internships, challenge yourself, apply. Believe in yourself, but if you fail, keep trying until you succeed.

Today, i made many incredible friends during the lunch gathering of Campus Asia. It's the people that run the world. It's allllll about people. While I'm in Waseda, I want to get to know as many people as possible and befriend them. Especially students from China and Peking University... ugh I still feel like I'm trying to get back to him. but tahts ok as long as its working good. Meeting many people brings inspiration and motivation.

My life, from now on, will be a chronicle of getting back at people who have wronged me, underestimated me, tramped on me, and disrespected me. なめんじゃねえ。見てろ。やってやる。