Not Again.
UGH.
Not again, not again, not again, I am NEVER EVER going back to it, I swear to God, I do not want to go through it anymore. I simply will not. I will withdraw. No more of this. I do not want to repeat this toxic behavior. NO! That's why I never want to be deeply involved with anyone. I overanayze and stress out.
Can I trust him? Probably.
But my feelings are valid.
The feeling of being loved is having a good effect on you, so 都合のいいように解釈しよう。He loves you. He is just busy having fun with friends I guess. Well this sounds like typical victim of a cheating lol.
Just watch something funny. Leap your mind out of that horrible cycle. YOu've been there, you've learned.