After a month of labor (4/29)

Let me just start off by saying that I feel abnormal. Insane. Crazy. Surreal. Out of this world.

I have derailed greatly from the normal life in university, and I don't know if I feel comfortable going back to the normal, quiet, subdued life.

This month has been nothing but just complete chaos. I have started off the month completely inconfident and unaware of what is going on. I did not know what to expect of this new environment and I did not know how to act. Going through training and two weeks of actually working, I feel better than I was before, as I am more aware of my strength and weakness than before.

・First of all, I cannot continue with commuting for 1.5 hours everyday. I feel like dying and I feel depressed. I am moving in May, so this is going to be okay.

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