The Power of Rikedan

2019.04.16

Yesterday I decided to work hard because I’m privileged.

But then, in the morning, on the train, I realized I was under much stress.

I am a perfectionist and when things don’t go as I planned, I stress.

I should always remember to look on the bright side -always find the positive in everything and live life to the fullest.

Remember that you’re going to Beijing and you’re working in China and you’re gonna do everything go achieve that goal and you’re gonna have fun doing that.

You don’t have to stop being perfectionist because that’s how you are. But try to reduce your expectation and always approach life with joy. Always stay happy.

Wow. Life changing revelation. Much thanks to the Rikei boy in Catal. There are many Rikei men who are ready to love you unconditionally and would never cheat. They might be boring but they’re extremely stable and just what you’re looking for. I’ve always felt like there was something wrong with me for wanting to date someone who’s genuine, caring, loving, and someone who wouldn’t eye other women. I’m gonna work in a maker, and meet foreign engineers who are majime. So just keep being kind and giving until you find someone who understands your best qualities. That man fucking treated you like shit, and you don’t deserve to be treated that badly. Its really not your fault for not understanding his situations because first he didn’t tell you and second he knew this would happen and still continued our ambiguous relationship. Please know that you deserve better. Just because men around you don’t understand how good you are, it doesn’t mean you’re not good. You always try to give to people. And one of the reasons is you’re not in a stable community -every encounter is fast and temporary.