4/22

It's a waste if I don't start the day with some kind of strategy. 
I have two presentations today. Im a new graduate so what they want is freshness and cuteness and attractiveness, not smartness. 
I'm just super sleepy in the morning. Sleeping earlier and doing morning call with friends will definitely help. 
the main source of my worry is my skin. It's quite shit and I'm so stressed out. I just have to wait and see how it goes. 

I've been pretty calculating and I didn't want to appear like in this accomplished independent woman. I want to appear harmless and I want to appear dumb but doing the job. 

・肌がやばすぎる。ニキビがここまでやばいのはストレス溜まりすぎ。通勤と家のストレスと諸々。一番研修でストレス溜まってた気はする。どうすれば良いんだろう死にたい。ゴールデンウィークで治したい

・仕事は、ちゃんと日本人的に挨拶とかできるようになりたい。