Having encountered him back in Beijing, I’ve always wanted to work alongside Mr. Konuma and his team. The passion and dedication these people have for their work is unparalleled and I am beyond honored to be involved in realizing their vis…

Okay. Calm down. This is outrageously unsustainable. Please just relax.

things to do. never look down on people. look nice. appearance matters. dont be too self-conscious, noone cares about you.

I think I want to pursue a career in renewable energy. Investment banks are increasing their investment in renewable energy because 1) growing sense of social responsibility by investors 2) climate change actually causes financial damage

6/8 whenever you feel like shit remember that you have survived the worst you survived atopic dermatitis you wanted to die, you wanted to end it all, but you survived youve gone through unbelievable suffering and yet here you are. here you…

6/5 You really do gotta sleep early. Then you can wake up feeling refreshed. I learned the importance of doing this planned, little by little so that I won't stress out later. i trust my decisions when I’m feeling good. I just met my best …

6/2 今日も逃げないで・楽しんで・基本をしっかり やる。 簿記 計量 プレゼン 終わらせる。 簿記：会社の経営知れるの楽しいじゃん。とったら就活にも有利だしめちゃいい。できるところまでやって。 計量：アジアのこと好きなんでしょ？深川ゼミで論文書く時…

i woke up feeling so anxious but today msut gon on gratitude: i am alive i have a roof over my head i have loving friends i have loving family i can eat without starving what ive accomplished: i woke up did boki almost finished the report …

逃げたくない。 逃げたくない

5/31 継続。 継続。 私は今までの人生の中で、嫌なことから逃げてきた。 やめ癖が付いている。 すぐ結果が出なければやめてしまう。 そんな自分と別れたい。 これからは、できることに集中して、完璧でなくても、辛くても、結果が出なくても続けてみる。 辛…

自己肯定感を高めるために、自分のいいところ・感謝リストを作ることにした。 自分が今日できたこと - あんなにパニックになってたレポートを半分ほど終わらせることができた - ちゃんと朝起きれた - 洗濯物を干した - 自分に優しくなれた。辛い時は休んでも…

5/29 The reason why I’m dissatisfied is because I have such high expectation for myself and the world. Be grateful for what you have now. I have amazing friends who I love and love me; Mizuho, Shuhan, Yumeka, Wensinh, Manqi, Coco, Rian, Jo…

5/27 逃げグセを直したい。 もう投げ出したくない。何かをやり遂げたい。 頑張りたい。 厳しい指摘だったが、私のことを思って正直に言ってくれたんだと思う。ありがたい。あそこでは成長できそうだ。

5.26 ゼッッッッッッッッッッッたいに負けない。絶対に負けない。いくら落とされても絶対に這い上がる。諦めない。 bitch FUCK YOU. FUCK OFF. IF YOU FUCK WITH ME, YOU PAY FOR IT YOU TINY LITTLE FUCK.

5/25 Ohhhhhh Kay it turns out that he had a girlfriend of four years. Putting how fucking shit he is aside, I don’t think that’s his gf for four years. He must’ve been hurt by me lol. Honestly I think he was juggling between a few girls. H…

5/23 I have literally hated job hunting but when I look deep into it, I realize that it is not as bad as it seems. Some jobs seem pretty interesting, and it's a good opportunity for me to grow as a person. I feel like, for the past couple …

5/21 Thought I found a way. Thought i found a way out. But you never go away. So I guess I gotta stay now. Someday Ill make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide I cant find Wouldnt feel alive ou…

5/19 I am so tired. I am so exhausted and I want to cry. I want to just throw everything and sleep. But I have to keep going to achieve my goal. I will save the planet. Maybe I can't, but it's important that I try. EVen if nobody understan…

5/18 if you fuck me over, this is the kind of attitude you get.

5/17 本当に楽しかった！これで本当に頑張れるよ

5/16 I've been studying fiercely and working hard. My direction of life is still unsure but it is getting clearer. I still haven't decided whether to start job hunting or go for graduate school. I'll make sure my GPA is high enough to be a…

5/15 While I agree with her point that I should thank my parents for bringing me up, it is not something that has to be forced upon me. It is a feeling that I naturally feel. It doesn’t give them the right to force their values on me becau…

5/14 めちゃ寝起きが良かった。睡眠時間は長くないのにかなりスッキリ起きることができた。 かなり勉強し、タイムマネジメントも見直した。 母親は自分の人生を楽しんでいないから細かいことをたくさん言ってくる。私の人生においてストレスはもうすでに嫌ほ…

5/13 There's nothing a good sleep can't solve. When you're tired or stressed, just sleep. Get enough sleep I was thinknig, does like have to be this hard? My uni life has been so tough. I'm just so dissatisfied with my life right now. I do…

5/12 I cannot anymore. They've fucked me up too much. I've tried so hard to understand them, to make concessions. I think I did my best. I am not perfect, I can't do everything perfectly. We are human and we make mistakes. They make me fee…

5/10 I met Wensin. it's always nice to see someone who I can tell anything to. Those real friends decrease as we age; I will treasure her. Meeting and talking to her reassured me. She gave me confidence. 機会があるのにそれを掴んで来なかっ…

5/9 本当にすごい日だった。たくさんの発見をし、色々なことを学んだ。本当に自分は未熟だと感じた日だった。 バイシェンのプログラムでお目にかかった小沼大地さんが起業した、NPOのクロスフィールズの説明会に行ってきた。私は将来は国際協力の分野で働き…

5/8 I keep having mental issues. So much difference in a day though. I woke up feeling quite ecstatic. It's probably because of the weather. But I was so tired from yesterday, I slept for a bit. Introductory seminar thing is a good opportu…

5/7 wow. im so tired. gotta go sleep. community is important. start being honest on finsta. it feels better. watch comedy. laugh. itll get better

5/6 My father is a fucking piece of shit. I could just end by saying that but I guess it’s more complicated than this. I know he’s been in a terrible mood for months now. Maybe he’s in a position where he has to bear a lot of responsibilit…